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sonia nevermind ♛ ([personal profile] assent) wrote2018-03-02 02:17 am

Mikan's dorm room | Day #3

[ Bingo day definitely felt longer than speed dating, though having an aim to work towards as well as speaking to people allowed her to keep going. She managed to get the book for Yuri, chocolates and wine to share with Allen, something to share with Sayori, some make up and hair products and now, pocky and bubble tea to share with Mikan.

She knocks on the other girl's door, trying to hold onto her blanket and the big box of pocky with one hand, a bottle of wine is tucked under that arm and she's holding two glasses with the other.

It isn't a strong wine or anything, it's more to set the mood than anything else. ]
discerp: (One of my patients offered pot brownies)

[personal profile] discerp 2018-03-11 07:52 pm (UTC)(link)
[Europe is such a strange place...

She looks happy though, glad that Sonia's enjoying herself.
] It's been... Interesting. [An adjustment from where she just came from, but interesting]

Everyone's been so nice and friendly... I-I don't really know about the dating part of all of this, but... It hasn't been so bad, so far. When I was with Ichigo-san, he showed me his poetry!
discerp: (he's like a baby bird with a broken wing)

[personal profile] discerp 2018-03-12 12:01 am (UTC)(link)
I-I...Maybe? I don't really want to say anyone's a friend if they don't feel the same way... But, um... Ichigo-san is very nice. And so is Akira-san and Allen-san? Do you know them?

[She's pretty sure Sonia knows everyone at this point but Mikan will still ask, to be polite]
discerp: (I do have a history of lying to Customs.)

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[personal profile] discerp 2018-03-12 04:14 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh! I see. Allen-san is very nice, s-so I suppose if you had to pick someone to kiss for that game--
discerp: (I FLASHED A GUY AT MCDONALDS)

[personal profile] discerp 2018-03-12 04:15 pm (UTC)(link)
[WAIT.]

K-k-k-k-kiss!? O-on the cheek? The mouth?!
discerp: (i could only love him more)

[personal profile] discerp 2018-03-13 12:23 am (UTC)(link)
[it's mikan SHE'S ALWAYS FREAKING OUT]

I-I see...! [She looks surprised though and struggles to figure out what to say--there's a lot she WANTS to say, but most of it is inelegant spluttering.

In the end, as she finally relaxes some, she looks at Sonia quietly for a few seconds and then smiles a little
] ...Sonia-san... If you find something happy here, I'm really glad. Allen-san is very nice!

[She tries to think of something to counter Sonai's claim with and in the end sorta. deflates a little.] I-I can barely ask Hinata-san to hug me... [AND SONIA IS GOING AROUND THROWING SMOOCHES OUT LIKE IT'S NOTHING??]
discerp: (He thinks he's a sex addict.)

[personal profile] discerp 2018-03-13 01:00 am (UTC)(link)
Ah, y-yeah... [ COUNTRY THAT MAY OR MAY NOT EXIST ANY LONGER, BUT SHE CAN'T SAY THAT FUCK] So, um! So you should definitely indulge to your heart's content here! [Little does she know that Sonia will be doing just that anyway. what an inspiration.

Her question though makes Mikan's face turn bright red and she makes a strangled noise, flopping over sideways onto the bed to bury her face in the covers.
]

I-It's not about if I want to, b-but, what if-- I mean, W-would he even want to? I-if he wants to, I don't mind, b-but, but...! I, um, I don't want... To push my desires onto other people... [she turns her head to peek out at her, looking faintly miserable and embarrassed. Hinata had told her he was happy when she actually talked about things she wanted and all, but it's hard okay!] I...think I want to...

B-but I don't think I even really know how. I-I'm sure Hinata's kissed girls before! I saw Toshaka-san kiss him even... S-so I'm sure he wouldn't want to kiss someone like me after that.
discerp: (He's def the type to chop us into bits)

[personal profile] discerp 2018-03-13 02:22 am (UTC)(link)
[Mikan listens, knowing that she's right about Hinata, but... the doubt eats away at her regardless] I-I guess... [And it IS true they'd be going home together anyhow-- But, then again, it's also to different versions of that home...Apparently. But Hinata was still Hinata, no matter what, right?

She's so lost in her own head that she almost misses exactly what Sonia is asking, humming lightly in acknowledgement, before she actually acknowledges it. Mikan shoots back up, eyes wide
]

P-practice? With you? A-are you sure? I mean, um, I don't-- [It's pretty ell established that Mikan's pretty bi. A good 50/50 split. Maaaybe 60/40 in favor of The Gay, so the fact it's practicing kissing with another girl doesn't bother her at all. It's the fact that it's Sonia offer. Pretty, perfect Sonia, lowering herself to lock lips with someone like Mikan?? She feels dizzy.]

I don't... m-mind... If you're sure.
discerp: (Please wake up and help me)

[personal profile] discerp 2018-03-13 08:52 pm (UTC)(link)
YOLO... [SONIA... Just "go for it"?? Please. She doesn't have your confidence Sonia, she's not gonna go out and bang someone after this pep talk.

But she nods in acceptance of this, looking embarrassed.
] ...O-okay. Um. Okay! Let's do this!

[Except she can't bring herself to just kiss Sonia without a build up or something which leas to her just sort of. Staring at her intensely trying to work up the courage.

This is going great.
]
discerp: (She woke up with blood)

[personal profile] discerp 2018-03-14 04:23 pm (UTC)(link)
[Sonia closing her eyes definitely helps and Mikan does another slow breathing exercise to calm herself. Inhale. Exhale.

She's got this.

Mikan sits up on her knees and braces one hand on the bed for balance before she leans in to tentatively press her mouth to Sonia's in the chastest of kisses. To start, anyhow.
]
discerp: (I can't look at him)

[personal profile] discerp 2018-03-15 03:37 am (UTC)(link)
[Alright, so far so good. Mikan relaxes with a little breath and feels encouraged; sitting up again, Mikan places one hand on Sonia's shoulder to balance herself better and to draw her in for another kiss.

This one's a little more confident now, a little bolder, and if Mikan closes her eyes too it makes it all a little less embarrassing to face the realization she's making out with her friend for the hell of it.

But, you know, YOLO and all that, apparently.
]
discerp: (He's def the type to chop us into bits)

[personal profile] discerp 2018-03-16 04:22 pm (UTC)(link)
[Mikan makes a content little noise like a hum, and after a moment she pulls away again, opening her eyes a little to look at Sonia. There's a sort of hazy feeling of comfort, like despite how the situation is sort of strange--who just makes out with their classmate/friend in their room for practice!!--it's still okay. Comfortable.

Just gals bein' pals, you know.
]

Was that... alright?
discerp: (Would you like to blur the lines)

[personal profile] discerp 2018-03-17 12:08 pm (UTC)(link)
[Mikan nods lightly, her smile a little uncertain]

Sonia-san, I, um... W-would it be okay to, um... M-maybe practice again later? [She asks the question in a bit of a rush, her face burning red]
discerp: (I asked to see his balls)

[personal profile] discerp 2018-03-19 01:15 am (UTC)(link)
[Mikan looks like she's possibly going to explode from embarrassment, but it's. Fine. Probably.]

M-maybe, um... Maybe today? N-not right this second, but maybe... A little later? Wh-when I don't feel like I'm about to have a heart attack!

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