I suppose I really just mean "me." This disease doesn't just affect the mind in simple ways. I can be... unpleasant even when I can choose what I say and what I don't. No one knows that better than you, Sonia-san.
I've never really had a problem with my temperament before, so I'm not entirely sure how some of the more aggressive personality symptoms may manifest. I don't want to say or do anything I don't mean or can't take back. It would only make the situation worse.
[it's a bit of a defeated text, offering no explanation. she knows- it's not just his words, but his actions. pressed into a corner, he could lash out in any number of ways.
but it doesn't matter. they'll avoid the issue and that will be that. now he just has to figure out a way to protect any other people who might cross his sphere.]
[ It doesn't change the fact that it frustrates her, though she can't really tell if it would have had she not been infected as well. She's already on week two, maybe even week three by now so despite her claims that she's holding strong -- no one really knows how long that will last either.
It just feels like being cut off, even if she knows it's a rational decision on his part too. She doesn't know what he can do, but given the connotations of what he is... She can imagine it would probably not be pleasant to deal with in the end.
Was she either though? She's already killed people before being infected here because of how she'd snapped. The only thing she can do with this is try harder so no one else has to go through this fate -- though she isn't sure how far along others are anymore either. ]
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I've never really had a problem with my temperament before, so I'm not entirely sure how some of the more aggressive personality symptoms may manifest. I don't want to say or do anything I don't mean or can't take back. It would only make the situation worse.
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[ Sonia Nevermind... too stubborn for her own good. ]
I will still follow your instructions, of course. I just ask that in future you do not skirt around the issue. You have no reason to as of yet.
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[it's a bit of a defeated text, offering no explanation. she knows- it's not just his words, but his actions. pressed into a corner, he could lash out in any number of ways.
but it doesn't matter. they'll avoid the issue and that will be that. now he just has to figure out a way to protect any other people who might cross his sphere.]
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It just feels like being cut off, even if she knows it's a rational decision on his part too. She doesn't know what he can do, but given the connotations of what he is... She can imagine it would probably not be pleasant to deal with in the end.
Was she either though? She's already killed people before being infected here because of how she'd snapped. The only thing she can do with this is try harder so no one else has to go through this fate -- though she isn't sure how far along others are anymore either. ]
Than I shall speak with you later.